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Friday, December 07, 2007

I am, perhaps, too tired for this.

 My eyes burn right now for so many different reasons. Exhaustion is a key factor, as well as recent emotional stirrings. I am tired. I am tired in general, and tired of so many things. I hardly have the energy to devote to anything i want to anymore.

As it rains here in Scottsdale, for about the third day this entire year, the pitter-patter on my skylight is calming. Soothing, almost to the point where i am ready to collapse. And it just sounds nice. So nice.

I bought this game Mass Effect for my Xbox 360 today. I am a sucker for interactive entertainment, and the outer case of the game was too compelling to resist, whatwith a fresh supply of $20 bills in my wallet. Upon returning home, i placed it into my disc tray with the heavy anticipation that i get whenever i have bought something new (particularly games). I skipped school today just so that i could buy a new game and play it. I needed the day off, you see, and perhaps more than a little time to myself.

I bought the game used at Gamestop, so that i could return it within 7 days as specified by the receipt, if i didn't happen to like it. I am a master of cheating the retail system. And i had heard mixed reviews about Mass Effect, so i didn't want to risk buying it new and having to trade it in and get half of my money back, instead of a full refund. Not only am i a master of cheating the system, but i am also a master of getting my money's worth, you see. So with a wary anticipation, i pressed the close button of the disc tray and the game loaded up.

It is still there, and my 360 has not shut off since i put it in. That was 6 hours ago.

All of the sudden, i find myself captivated; captivated, by a fictional universe that has sucked me in much like a vacuum cleaner sucks in dust. I looked at the clock, and it was 3:30. The next time i looked, it was 9. I have been sucked away from all of my troubles; all of the heartache and problems and trappings of real life. And it is bliss. Simple bliss.

This is why i play games. This is why i get so excited whenever i turn on my Xbox 360.

I am lost. And never before have i felt so much like i know where i am going.

I am going to the Citadel to confront the alien ambassador and put a laser blast through his skull.
For I....am Commander Shepard.
And i am a Universal Badass.

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i will refer to you as "commander badass" from now on, capiche?

i've noticed the same thing in games. escape. and where i might have said that word with great disdain before, recent events compel me look upon it with some interest.

sometimes you've got to be distracted.
sometimes you've got to get away. (wherever that may be. be it in a local coffee shop or in the citadel.)

commander badass, your wit shines through here.
Posted 12/8/2007 1:09 PM by dearPhilosopher - reply


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